I need Improvement!

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You may be thinking, I am just fine. I know that no one can be perfect, but you can always make improvements in your life.

I have realize and well, know that I am not always the first one to start a conversation or talk, and really I am that quiet person who really doesn't say much. That is what I need to improve on. I need to open my mouth more and talk more.

I do it at work all the time, but most of the time I find that I have those generic conversations. How was your weekend? How are you doing? Did you see ____ on TV last night? Nice weather we're having.
But when it comes to something that really interests me and pulls me to where I won't let the conversation stop, that is what I need to improve with. Most of the time the conversation last only a few minutes, that really isn't a conversation.

When I want to talk, I think it may be that I am scared of the other persons reaction. I don't want to say something that might upset them or make them made at me. I am so unsure of what I am going to say and scared that they are going to look at me like I am crazy. I don't want to see that look. I guess because I'm scared I keep my mouth shut and just sit in the silence.

I want to break through my shell and be able to talk more. Talk, and talk, and talk!

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